this is reposted from my blogspot, written on November 1, 2015
SUNDAY CURRENTLY | 01
With so many significant events that are about to happen for the next 21 days, those events being final exams before I graduate high school, it is inevitable that I will be going through various dimensions of emotions, feelings, as well as uncontrollable mood swings. I just wanted to quickly jot down the things in my mind as a stress reliever at a time when I cannot personally share it with someone.
(will edit this post later to give it more life,kasi katulad ng physical and emotional state ko ngayon, mejo colourless)
CURRENTLY:
Reading…
notes, notes
at walang kamatayan na notes!
English is my very first exam, it consists of two papers, the first paper is on Tuesday, second paper on Wednesday. I’m reading notes for the first paper, actually,
di naman talaga sya notes eh, because the exam asks to write a commentary for an unseen text. Anyways,
inaantok talaga ako…
Writing…
the Sunday Currently Vol. 1!! I’ve seen this on the blogs of many and though that it’s a simple and short way of stress-writing! hihi!
Listening…
to the sound of an urban environment (naks naman!)
but I still have Spotify on the background and was listening to “Mirrors” by Justin Timberlake (oh ha, sabi ko sainyo nag-ddrama ako eh!!)
Thinking…
positively about the next three weeks. Well, at least attempting to… I just can’t describe what’s occurring in my mind? It really feels like it has a life on its own,
nakakatakot na nakakainis dahil hindi ko alam kung anung nangyayari, parang manhid yung utak ko.
I should be worried, right? That I should be frantically revising for my exams, but I’m not that worried at all. Good thing? I don’t know. On the other hand, if I begin to stress mas lalo lang ako ma-rrattle ng todo.
Good thing? Bad thing?
Hindi ko talaga alam, sabog na yung utak ko.
Smelling…
the aroma of Indian cuisine. I have a few neighbours who are are Indian/of Indian descent, and I’m writing this at a time when they usually prepare and cook their meals. It smells good! Though, I only ever eat butter chicken!
Wishing…
for a blessed-next 21 days. I hope that it could pass by as quickly as it could but at the same time be a fulfilling experience.
Hoping…
that whatever I have done is enough, to help me sustain my aspirations.
Wearing…
pambahay.
A yellow “Bacolod City, City of Smile” shirt and cute women’s boxer shorts with teddy bears on it from
Bench Philippines! (pwede ako mag endorse! hahahaha)
Loving…
can hurt… loving can hurt sometimes.. (charot! hahaha, kanina pa ako humuhogoaaat, shoutout kay Ed Sheeran)
Loving that I am still able to “chill chill” and have a good laugh despite the challenging time ahead!
Di pala 100% pessimist ang lola nyo! Baka sadyang pabebe lang at walang pake!
Wanting…
to fast forward to December 3! I am so so so ecstatic to return home after nearly 2 years!!
Feeling…
waley. Di ko alam, halong excitement at takot.
Though as of this very moment, calm and neutral. Probably the instant effect of blogging.
Diba? :)
Anyways, thank you for spending time to see what’s up!
Lagi dapat good vibes! Bawal sad dapat happy! hihi!